9.24.2013

a Love Letter?

wish I could send him one someday
the honesty that come from my heart

to my B
my eyes are swollen (again) this morning
you saw it, yet you never ask
because you already know the answer... of your "why" question

I keep on thinking about you
every time... every single day...
and hope you'll realize soon, that my feeling...

is not less that hers

we met and have this "no name relationship" thing for more than 3 years
yet you still don't understand my feeling
you give me your warm, you give me your feeling
but why can't I show you my feeling instead?

can't you see that it hurts me more...
just to wait you look at me?

A New BRAND NEW Day~

you know a hikikomori is?
- a person who always seems alone and have his/her own world -
looks so nice become one
because I already am - a hikikomori -

well, enough about that hhahaha...
kinda late to start over writing this blog ever since 2011
but it's okey and I'd like to start something different with this blog

start from a statement:
LET'S MOVING ON~!! YAY~~!!!

moving on in every aspects
life, personality, stupidity, and love-love thingy
hhahaha.... sounds nice
hope that I can do that just fine
you know why I wanna do that "moving on" thing?
just because of one person

when you find that one person who connects you to the world
you'll become someone different... someone better
but when they're taken away from you
what will you become then? *by John Reese

enough about that and let start all over again

1.26.2011

introducing thypoid fever ^^


since I got this disease this week... I would like to share it with you about it :
bacterium salmonella typhi is a bacterium that is responsible for this disease. these germs can live long in the dirty water, contaminated food, and soiled bedding. anyone, anytime can suffer from this disease. including babies born to mothers exposed to typhoid fever.
environtment that is not clean, contaminated with Salmonella typhi is the most frequent cause of typhoid disease. unhealthy habits such as spending recklessly, do not wash their hands became the most common cause of this disease. typhus is transmitted disease through urine or feces of patients. transmission can also be animals such as flies and cockroaches that carry these bacteria from dirty places.
the incubation period of this disease an average of 7 to 14 days. clinical manifestations in children generally vary. fever is a symptom of the most major of all clinical symptoms. in the first week, there are no typical symptoms of this disease. in fact, the symptoms resemble other acute infectious diseases. symptoms include fever, often dazed or merely sleeping, headache, nausea, vomiting, decreased appetite, abnominal pain, diarrhea or even constipation (difficult bowel movement) for a few days. increasing the temperature increases everyday. after the second week, symptoms are increasingly apparent. experienced increasingly high fever, dirty tongue, dry mouth, bloating, patients appear indifferent indifferent, and other.
in patients with severe typhoid fever disease, are advised to undergo treatment at the hospital. antibiotics commonly used to treat typhoid disease. healing time can take 2 weeks to a month.
typhoid vaccination is strongly recommended to prevent disease. especially if your child hooked famous snack. also, children under five who are good at "nenanga", or that have not been able washing correctly. vaccination should be reinforced every 3 years. this is because after that period, immunity againts typhus disease will be reduce. generally, after vaccination, the body will be immune, or if exposed to the disease that attack not to endanger the child.

1.25.2011

shouldn't be spoken

"no matter how far we are... our heart will always be connected"
Such a stupid words I've ever read...
it's not that I don't believe in such as that, but... that words is a really nonsense sentence
how can "our heart" always connected?
well.... it's different if you have a telephaty thingy though.


anyway... what I really wanna say is just :
if you will be separated with someone... just don't hesitate to say "goodbye"
although that may be harsh...
but if you are meant to be together... it'll come back
but if it's not your fate...
just let it. hyahahhahaa ^^

losing someone dear to you is not that sad, you know ^^

Hajime mashite...

when you want to start something... it's kinda hard to start it
coz you don't know how you should begin and what to do after that

well... it's hard for me too since I never make this kind of thing....
hopefully... I can start it well and hope that somekind of thing that I'm gonna write in here will give some benerfits to the reader... (I dunno what kind of benefits, actually)

ok then.... happy reading, guys ^^