a Love Letter?

wish I could send him one someday

the honesty that come from my heart

to my B

my eyes are swollen (again) this morning
you saw it, yet you never ask
because you already know the answer... of your "why" question

I keep on thinking about you
every time... every single day...
and hope you'll realize soon, that my feeling...

is not less that hers

we met and have this "no name relationship" thing for more than 3 years
yet you still don't understand my feeling
you give me your warm, you give me your feeling
but why can't I show you my feeling instead?

can't you see that it hurts me more...
just to wait you look at me?

A New BRAND NEW Day~

you know a hikikomori is?
- a person who always seems alone and have his/her own world -
looks so nice become one
because I already am - a hikikomori -

well, enough about that hhahaha...
kinda late to start over writing this blog ever since 2011
but it's okey and I'd like to start something different with this blog

start from a statement:
LET'S MOVING ON~!! YAY~~!!!

moving on in every aspects
life, personality, stupidity, and love-love thingy
hhahaha.... sounds nice
hope that I can do that just fine
you know why I wanna do that "moving on" thing?
just because of one person

when you find that one person who connects you to the world
you'll become someone different... someone better
but when they're taken away from you
what will you become then? *by John Reese

enough about that and let start all over again